cake-i will survive

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
And I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you're back from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with that, that look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second you'd be back to bother me.

now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now, you're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?

not I, I will survive
as long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give,
I will survive!

I will survive!


It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart,
I’m tryin' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feelin' sorry for myself,
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high.

And you’ll see me with somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you.
And so you thought you’d just drop by and you expect me to be free,
But now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me,

 now go, walk out the door.
Just turn around now, you're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?

 not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive,
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give,
I will survive!

I will survive!

kutipan novel


diaa adalah pangeran dalam hidup ku. anugerah tuhan yang membuat ku merasa seperti putri dalam dongeng. aku menjalani hidup ku dengan senang. walau pada akhirnyaa kami kelak harus berpisah. Andai saja kelak suatu hari nanti, aku tidak lagi dapat melihatnyaa. Aku ingin ia selalu tau, bahwa siapa pun yg menjadi kekasih nya. ia adalah pria terbaik dan berbahagialah karena aku selalu mendukung...

ini kutipan novel aphrodite nyaa icaa


i know, you dont know how much i love you . i know, you dont know if i always try to speak beautifully in front of u. i know, you dont know if i am always somebody else when u stare at me. i know, you dont know if i always gaze at you while you do everything. i know, you dont know if i really hate your pretentious girl. i know , you just always consider me as your friend .. not more .. cz you know, until now, although i know that your love is not for me, my heart is still full with you .. a really about may life and its true ..

basa basi


ehem-ehem! heloooo apa kabaaar? ini blog pertama gue lhoo! 
sebelumnya kenalin gue syifa, 
'kurus' itu sebutan dari sahabat-sahabat gue tersayang :) kalo nama panjang gue Syifa NurAlfiyyah, artinya obat cahaya seribu bulan hahahaha 
gue sekarang baru berumur 18 tahun, nah! makanya gue masih labil dan berusaha menjadi wanita dewasa yang seutuhnya haha asik deh :p
tujuan pertama gue buat blog karena gue bisa meluapkan semua perasaan gue. dari seneng, sedih, galau, marah, nangis dan lain-lain deh, 
maklum yaaa perempuan kan perasa banget hehehe.
udah 18 tahun gue hidup dan sampai saat ini gue cuman punya 1 mantan, dan kalian tau? gue masih sayang sama dia. gatau dia ke gue gimana tapi gue berdoa aja semoga dia mendapatkan apa yg dia inginkan. mungkin dimata orang dia orang yang gaa baik buat gue, tapi gue lebih lama mengenal dia dan menurut gue dia itu pria yang 'cukup' baik kok hahahahadan disini gue juga masih mencari arah hidup gue untuk masa depan :) mohon doa nya yaaaa! :D sekian dan terimakasih